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Yard scape

Our front and back yards are nearly there.  Next weekend I should be ready to share some snaps!  The boys built the new gazebo and furniture - we're waiting on a couple chairs to be replaced and then we'll get rid of the things no longer serving us.   Exited to start using it! 

Staging and Mental Health

We've learned Alex is at stage 2A Unfavorable.  Not the worst news.  Stage 2A Unfavorable: 3+ locations - in his case most of his neck, surrounding his chest cavity, and centrally located near his lungs/heart.  The PET imaging was startling.  Everything in his neck light up and so much of his chest.  We know the images will get duller and are focusing on that. Unfavorable - lower cure rate, higher likelihood of a recurrence, more aggressive chemo and overall treatment wise. Work stresses haven't helped my mental health. Additionally, there's a lot happening a work: deliverables as well as mid year performance reviews.  I always find those tiring.  We're not perfect people and the focus on where I need to do better can be tiring.  I also use the time with my team to interview them on where I fall short as a manager, what I can do to improve the team dynamic, and uncover what they need from me.   From a reflective perspective, this was poo...